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.Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ' 2:25 AM Y



What's with the continual chiding and reprimanding? Why do I have to be cut with a curt response everytime I say something? Does everything I say carry some offensive underlay that I am not aware about? Is everyone always right in scolding me? Can someone just tell me why without tearing me apart?

I'm just so ugly huh... Not only on the outside but revolting on the inside too, right? Say it to my face, why don't they? They pretty much don't have to... There's always my sister there... Pretty, sunny, cheerful, rainbow-coloured... Everything I'm not... I'm just this little dark cloud that floats around and ruins everyone's day... I really don't know what to do with myself anymore... Should I just disappear? Maybe they'll be happier, though they won't notice that I'm gone...

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Friday, January 25, 2008 ' 3:54 PM Y



I'm laughing at your cruel joke... Laughing so hard that I can't stop, kneeling in a pool of blood and tears... Cut to the heart by shards of ice... Laughing only because they're not fatal... Laughing only because I'm grateful, despite the glimmering blades embedded in my soul... So I bow, in thanks for all that I've known... So thank You...

Thank you for friends that come and go... Taking a shred of me when they leave, or when I have to turn my back and walk away... Thank you for the ones I might never see again... For the ones who never saw me cry... Even more for the ones who never saw me cry for them... I know that you have seen me cry... I only don't know what you did when you saw... Did you laugh? Did you grieve? They say you see every tear... They say you cry with me... I thought you did... But now I'm not so sure...

Thank you for the joy that I once knew... For the joy that made me dance with a radiant smile on my face... For the joy with which I thought I could fly... But you saw me land hard... Breath stolen away by shock... Felled by the bloodred arrow shot from the sky... It's aim was true... As was the Hunter's... The Hunter whose face I never saw... Whose heart I never knew...


"Dying to get away
Let the pain of yesterday
Go slipping through the cracks

Hiding myself away
Letting all the memories fade
Fade from red to black"

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Thursday, January 24, 2008 ' 4:32 PM Y



I hurt so bad that i can hardly breathe... All thanks to The Person who Ruined My Life... and makes me grovel, grateful that I have such a life... Yes, you heard that right... Grovel and Grateful... I can literally start a company... Only I can't market it as G&G... So I'm watching "How to be Emo" and checking my current state of mind to this line of professionalism... Okay, I'm missing The Emo Song in my mental concoction... E is for Emo which all ruins everybody's day, M is for miserable people, O is for On the dark side because we have cookies... Err...

Remember when I was blogging about getting the job I want? Now it's getting the job I wantED... Sentosa called and found an admin job for me but they want a FREAKING RESUME!!!! Like do they even want me in or not??? Just when I got used to laughing around with Debbs, Nurul and Randall, I gotta choose a boring office admin job... Don't get me wrong, I AM dying for pay, honest... But I feel like a goldfish whose owners keep changing the stupid water in the bowl... Argh... Drowning goldfish... Soon I'll be a Phantom goldfish (Randall, I hear you laughing...Idiot...What an ass... Okay Debbs, you too...)

Like can I just go back to saving the world from the Lanka Invasion or something?? Cuz it seems so much easier than all this stupid nonsense... Fluffy Lanka... Ahhhhhh!!!!!


"Slip out the back before they know you were there,
At the worst, just see nobody cares
You don't want to be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared"

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Thursday, January 17, 2008 ' 12:43 PM Y



Here ends my first day at Naughty By Nature... Training started out slow... I was handed a manual and told to study it... Then I was left alone for practically eons... Until I was finally allocated Gwen to follow... Somehow, I got stuck to Vic as she showed me some Photoshop stuff :)

Well, afterward, when she was called to a client, I hung out with Randall (yay, new friend!) doing more Photoshop and laughing at horrendous mutilations to Barney (minus eyes and teeth!!!) (quote: This is what you get when you're bored) We played around with people too... Giving them instant facelifts and slimming treatments... Sticking daughters' hairbands on Dads... Creating "ghosts"... Sometimes even playing around with the genetic pool by extending their noses with "liquify" :) Hahaha...

Apparently sometime in the entire duration, I was whisked away for a free makeover because there was someone who had a pending interview for the position of a make-up artist... Just as well, since my make-up skills are practically nonexistant... I was actually petrified during the entire thing cuz I thought my eyelashes were gonna be pulled out by the curler or my face was gonna turn china-doll red... Well, the latter DID happen but thankfully they lightened it up so it wasn't so bad... Maybe I'll go for make-up tomorrow morning and not bother to apply any on my own...

Anyhow, today was filled with crazy things like the obsession over curly fries (and Randall's licking the box...Ewww...) and Sentosa calling me when I was about to go to the loo... Sigh... How come people have such strange timings?? Anyhow, they said that they'll look into my application for the admin job... So I guess it's NBYN for now... Maybe I'll continue... Maybe not... I'll see when time comes...

Hope tomorrow's a better day...

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Tuesday, January 15, 2008 ' 3:42 PM Y



Looking for a job is hell not easy... Much less finding the job I WANT... Rather, GETTING the job I want... The job I really want for now is to work in the admin office at Sentosa with my mum... Not because I can wear jeans to work (yes, I can) but more of cuz I don't need to waste extra money on transport (adult fare is hell)... The only problem is, they simply haven't called me yet... Maybe they have, but I end up freaking out everytime I get a missed call... I've been getting quite some now... Stupid non-existance of caller ID...

Argh... Grouch, grouch... So it's officially back to the newspapers and highlighters... Fact is, the image consultant job thing that I landed with? It's not that great... You don't even get PAID if you don't sell anything... Sentosa, CALL ME!!!!

Dad says stop grouching... Well excuse me while I just put on my green furry costume and go on a hunt for a trashcan that I can fit in whilst I rustle the newspaper and deplete my highlighter of ink in anxious wait for my phone to ring and hear Sentosa staff on the line...

Maybe then, I'll really hit the roof... Not so hard when you're squashed in a trash can being Oscar the Grouch...

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ' 6:56 AM Y



So D12's playing on the radio.
So I just finished replying an email to my CF Committee.
So I'm back from school even after I've graduated.

So I'm considering writing an essay (?) about myself and my current state of mind to supposedly spark some kind of inspiration to prepare myself for the very likely upcoming ordeal of spinning out a brilliant narrative of my "supremely fascinating" individual to (hopefully) be a sufficient substitute for my possibly destitute report card that will be emerging from the depths of the horrors to rear its ugly head in complement to my now-playing nightmares.

So I'm inspired to do some kind of big thing to change the world (goodness knows why) except the fact that in the World Today, to even get in contact with the starfish, you have to be bloody QUALIFIED.

So to "save the world and split a few atoms" I need the oh-so-brilliant colours of the rainbow... And did I mention? They have to either possess wings or a pilot's liscence. THEY HAVE TO FLY. Argh.

So while I'm wondering why the can of Select Campbell's soup is larger than the normal can, but produces the same amount or less soup, I shall go and read some novel (and add it to the humongous line-up of books I've devoured over a span of a few days), take a nap, stop listening to stupid songs on the radio and try to lose some weight or something...

Given my current state of mind, being sleepy (no thanks to a horror movie and three episodes of CSI:NY back to back), I have no capacity whatsoever to think beyond the nonsensical in an effort to reach the realm of the sane. I have no idea, also, whether that state of mind constitutes a pocket of something called rational thought... Hmmm... In conclusion, sleep shall be in order.

By the way, it's because you add WATER to the normal can and not the Select can. Take that, Campbell.

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


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N Lightningslayer

This Girl Loves... ♥

...the music of rain
the darkness of night
the silence of sleep
the magic of dreams
the stars in the sky


N Before I die, I want to...

Maybe someday ♥

Become a World-Class Photographer
Work for National Geographic
Do Missionary work
Work with an Animal Rescue Team
Save the Planet in my own small way
Get my Driving License
Own my Dream house
Own a Lambourghini
Have a weapon gallery
Have a huge library
Have an observatory
Build a Treehouse
See the World
See the Seven Wonders of the World
See the Northern Lights
Visit the world's famous art museums
Tour the world's best Rollercoasters
Visit all the Disneylands
Go Skydiving
Go Zorbing
Learn Sign Language
Learn to Surf
Learn to Ride a Horse
Learn Aikido
Learn Culinary Arts
Read all the Classics
Watch all the Disney Classics

N All the Rockers

My peeps ♥

Victoria
Rui Ping
Kelvin
Janene


N Entertainment '

Listen up ♥


This is why I love Photography

Let it take your breath away


Visions of my Own




N WishList



The Heavens star map from National Geographic
Telescope
Star Globe