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.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 6:18 PM Y



Here I go...


~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ' 9:02 PM Y



Despair



God, please help... For only You can...

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Saturday, October 25, 2008 ' 4:06 PM Y





1. Get over yourself.
2. Since you don't want me around, then don't hang around me.
3. If you don't want to help me, then just shut up.
4. I have enough problems. I don't need your voice in my head.
5. This is so not the time to get on my nerves.
6. I am of no significance to you anyway.
7. Your shadow is breathing MY oxygen.
8. One week.
9. Shut up.
10. LEAVE ME ALONE.

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Friday, October 17, 2008 ' 1:07 PM Y



Thank You, Lord



4 If you wait for perfect conditions, you will never get anything done.
5 God's ways are as hard to discern as the pathways of the wind, and as mysterious as a tiny baby formed in a mother's womb.
6 Be sure to stay busy and plant a variety of crops for you never know which will grow-perhaps they all will.

- Ecclesiastes 11:4-6 (NLT)

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


. ' 12:30 AM Y





Yes, I'm afraid... Afraid that I can't do well... Simply put, I'm afraid to fail... again... No amount of eloquence will be able to mask that fact... There is no other way to say this...

It's easy to tell me to "not think and just do it" but there's more to that... There's the fatigue that no amount of sleep can cure, simply because it doesn't come physically, it's the heart crying out for rest, for time to heal... But there is no time, there will be no mercy... But I sleep anyway, since i am far too tired to stay awake... I suppose this insomniac's dream has come true...

The day is set and will come regardless of whether or not I am prepared... I am more than unsure, more than unconfident or insecure... The terror rising from every moment of deafening silence makes me want to scream... I panic in every sliver of a moment that I am not writing something or memorising something... It gets stronger as the days creep closer... Every second of "free time" becomes an accusation, a taunt saying "You're not going to do well because you're not studying now... Your nightmare is going to come back to you... Over and over... Again and again..."


God please be my shield, my shelter, strong tower... For I cannot stand alone... Help me fight the echoes in my mind... Give me strength for each new day... God, please make a way... In Jesus' Name, Amen.

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


.Thursday, October 09, 2008 ' 12:39 PM Y





The scent of freedom wafts from downstairs... It is sweet and fresh but suffocates me in all its joy... It ices over the shackles on my wrists that chain me to my desk, making them stronger and colder than they already are... It doesn't serve to make me more determined to earn my worth... Rather, it makes me cry, despair and wish that I could fade away into nonextistence so that the metal bands would fall and hang suspended in mid-air, wondering how the person that they had held so tightly could slip out of their wretched grasp...

~Lightningslayer
Bloodred Sapphire


N Shout it out Loud

Talk to me ♥



N Lightningslayer

This Girl Loves... ♥

...the music of rain
the darkness of night
the silence of sleep
the magic of dreams
the stars in the sky


N Before I die, I want to...

Maybe someday ♥

Become a World-Class Photographer
Work for National Geographic
Do Missionary work
Work with an Animal Rescue Team
Save the Planet in my own small way
Get my Driving License
Own my Dream house
Own a Lambourghini
Have a weapon gallery
Have a huge library
Have an observatory
Build a Treehouse
See the World
See the Seven Wonders of the World
See the Northern Lights
Visit the world's famous art museums
Tour the world's best Rollercoasters
Visit all the Disneylands
Go Skydiving
Go Zorbing
Learn Sign Language
Learn to Surf
Learn to Ride a Horse
Learn Aikido
Learn Culinary Arts
Read all the Classics
Watch all the Disney Classics

N All the Rockers

My peeps ♥

Victoria
Rui Ping
Kelvin
Janene


N Entertainment '

Listen up ♥


This is why I love Photography

Let it take your breath away


Visions of my Own




N WishList



The Heavens star map from National Geographic
Telescope
Star Globe